It’s called “I Will Follow You Into The Dark” and it’s originally by Death Cab For Cutie.

Check it out!

God! I’m such a jerk. I can’t help it though..lately I’ve just not felt like myself. I feel like I can’t joke around with my friends, I feel like I just don’t want to do anything but be by myself lately. I don’t know what it is… I feel like I’ve been kinda mean to people close to me (and not so close to me) and thats just not who I am. I hate myself right now. I can’t explain how I feel..I don’t know if I’m just depressed or what. I’m not Dr Phil or anything. I have a few theories as to why I’ve been in such a foul mood lately but I’ve never felt like this before. It just doesn’t make any sense.

i feel like i’m drifting away from the people i love the most and i don’t want that to happen but it seems like there’s nothing i can do about it. Everyday when I wake up I don’t get up because there’s no reason for me to. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to.

Ya know I miss the way things used to be. Now everything’s completely changed and my life is completely different now. I guess it’s gonna take some getting used to. I was happy before…now what?

Well I decided since it wasn’t very hard to do that I’d add a videos section to the site! I couldn’t believe I didn’t already have one. Anyways there’s not a whole lot of videos on there right now but when I feel like it I’ll upload more!

Check it out up top in the menu.

Sometimes I wonder why I even have this site. I pay for this damn thing haha. But I never update it. I think I’ll add a videos section to it. That’d be cool.

Nothing much has been going on. I’m still in search of a car. I’m not really sure what I want to get though. I guess I’ll go to a lot and look around. See what kinds of prices i can get. Or I might just get that damn saturn. haha we’ll see.

I’ve decided that I’m gonna do a sequel to my Bunnies Gone Wild video. I think it’s a good idea. haha

Work’s been going good. I’ve been making pretty good money lately so I’m pretty excited about that.

Friday we’re going white water rafting in West Virginia! Woo! I hope I don’t die haha.

Ok so this pointless post is over

Well we’re in! We moved in to Peters Creek Apartments on the 1st. It’s awesome. This apartment is beautiful. I’m so happy right now.

The bad news is… I got in a wreck on the 31st…and totaled my car. It definitely sucked. I’m ok, Tim was with me, he’s ok too. So that’s good. I have insurance so everything’s is taken care of. Everything’s ok…we got lucky.

Me and Jennifer broke up. I still don’t even know how to feel about the situation. It just seems so surreal. It’s like I never imagined that me and Jen would break up. But now we have and it’s just like…damn. …

My life is pretty great right now. I’m glad now though that even though I wrecked my car, I won’t have to make the payments anymore! I’ll save almost 500 bucks a month now! (that’s including insurance too..)

Linkin Park’s new album came out not that long ago. It’s pretty awesome! If you like Linkin Park you’ll love it. If you don’t like Linkin Park then you probably won’t…makes sense huh? It’s totally different than their other albums though. It’s amazing.

Well I’m fucked up right now so I can’t really decide on what to write in here so I’ll definitely post more often now that I have my computer back since we moved in. It’s awesome

I recorded a new song! Except this time it’s an old Beatles song..called “All My Loving”. I added some lyrics and changed it up a bit, but I think it sounds way better.

Check it out and let me know what you think!

All My Lovin’

You ever just have those times, when you think about the past, and how you really wish that things could be different? You know, like you just wanna go back and do things differently. I know I do.

:-\

Yea. I’d definitely do thing’s differently.

Well well well

It’s definitely been a really fun past couple weeks!

We’ve had a couple house guests staying with us for the past several days…Alvarez and Adam. They’re both pretty freakin awesome. It’s definitely been fun with them here and it’s gonna be sad when they finally leave.

It’s crazy because I hardly knew either one of them before and now they’re practically living with us haha. but it’s cool. We’ve all had a shit ton of fun. They’re really great guys.

This past Sunday we threw a massive party for our boy Josh. It was his birthday. So we had a shit load of people here and some dudes just showed up with some kegs and it was pretty crazy. It was even crazier the next day when i went to McDonald’s and the dude who gave me change back said “Killer party last night dude.” Ha sweeet

Work is still going great. I’m still making money and I’m trying not to work lunches anymore which is really great. They’re not assholes about that. You don’t have to work at least 2 lunches. ha

Jen and I have been going through a rough patch these past few days but I have a good feeling things are gonna work out. In fact actually I’m pretty sure they already have. But anyways, I love ya hunny.

Anyways to sum it all up, these past few weeks have been simply amazing. I’ve met some wonderful people, had so much fun, and I’m still alive haha. Thanks Adam and Alvarez for everything y’all have done for us at the house, we really appreciate it and you guys are definitely more than welcome anytime.

AIRTIGHT!

Ok so! Logan’s = Awesome.

I can’t believe how much better Logan’s is than Texass. I guess it’s not professional of me to dis texass or w/e but damn! That place sucks! Everything at logan’s is just sooo much better. It’s such a better place to work. The manager’s aren’t dicks, everyone’s cool as shit, the work is easy, and the money is great.

Wow everything at the house is going great! It’s almost been a month and I couldn’t be happier. I love living on my own. It’s great.

Me and Jen are doin great too! I love her!

Ok so I ran out of things to say so Peace!

Well we’ve been in for almost 3 weeks now and let me tell ya…it’s been pretty freakin sweet! We’ve had 2 parties so far and we’re probably gonna have another here soon. Our parties kick ass! =P It’s still pretty hard to believe I’m out on my own, but I am, and I love it! It’s so much more freedom.  

I got to do something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time shrooms the other night. Let me just say, wow! It really makes you think about everything and it makes you see how everything connects in different ways. It’s one big mindfuck! It was definitely fun though. It was crazy!

I go to Logan’s tomorrow morning for orientation. I’m glad I finally got a job. And I’m actually glad I don’t work at Texas anymore. I hate that place.

Anyways I’m gonna head out. Later!

ps. it’s a Ninja!